This line from a hymn we sing in church came to mind as we thought about our first day in Jerusalem, which contains within the walls of the Old City three of the most important "holy places" sacred to the three religious traditions that are the Children of Abraham. Today we visited the Western Wall, sacred to Judaism, and the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, sacred to Christianity. (Tomorrow we will see the Temple Mount, sacred to Islam. )
Our experiences at the Western Wall and the Church of Holy Sepulcher were very different, and helped us to learn more about what helps us center our hearts in a holy place. Both holy places were chaotic, loud, and confusing! They each had a mix if tourists and pilgrims, all falling over each other to get what they came for, whether that be a spiritual experience or a good photograph. Both holy places involved pilgrims engaging in emotional devotional activity that feels a little uncomfortable to me, both engaging in it myself or even watching it. Despite these similarities, the Western Wall experience was where I found my heart was in a holy place.
I want to be careful to describe why this was true in a way that does not put down Christian belief and practices. There is much about the Church of the Holy Sepulcher that can be a target for a some cheap shots from a rational UU. The church is sacred because it is supposed to be built on the sites where Jesus was crucified, where his body was anointed, where his tomb was, and where he ascended to heaven (all these sites within the equivalent of a few Jerusalem blocks, and under one roof!) The history of the site and of the church make this claim very unlikely, but the devotion of worshippers and pilgrims coming there does not care about the historical record.
The historical record of the Western Wall, on the other hand, is undeniable. It is what is left of the Second Temple of Jerusalem and therefore filled with meaning for Jews who see the symbol of rebuilding the Temple in Jerusalem as central to their faith.
The reasons I felt so much more centered and spiritually grounded at the Western Wall had nothing to do with history, however. I felt welcome and invited there, as a Gentile, into a sacred Jewish space that was a lot like a big church social hall in which everything happens at once. We call church social halls "multiple-purpose spaces" because we can use them for all kinds of things - classes, personal devotions and spiritual practices, services, and parties. Imagine an outdoor space in which all of those things are happening at the same time. As we we enter the plaza in front if the Wall, we are welcomed by a family giving away fruit and nuts to everyone in honor of the wedding they just celebrated. Approaching the Wall we see orthodox men reciting their prayers aloud, face to the wall. Here's a family celebration a bar mitzvah ritual at a table over by the barrier that separates the men from the women, so that the boy's mother and female relatives can watch the ceremony perched on chairs. Here's a congregation that has brought their Torah scrolls to be blessed at the wall. Here's a tourist writing the names of his loved ones to be placed in one of the Wall's niches as a prayer for their safety. Here's a man studying Torah.....and here's me! No one tells me I shouldn't be there or can't go to the Wall to pray. The Hassid who has caught my eye invites me : "Go and pray for those you love" he says. So I do. There's room. there's no rush. Despite the chaos and the crowds, there seems to be lots of room for everyone. It feels very quiet as a pray. As I finish, the bar mitzvah crowd behind me starts singing "Havah Nagila" and dancing! Perfect...! My personal devotions and the daily life of the Jewish community at the Wall feel connected, like one whole.
At the Church of the Holy Sepulcher, everything was dark and solemn. The events commemorated there are, if course, filled with sorrow. The tour groups that crowd in make it impossible to enter into that feeling, however. You are part of a line, moving through the Anointing Stone Foyer to the Golgotha Room, to the Tomb Room. It felt like a Disney World attraction on a busy day where you can't stop. The line to touch the relic of the True Cross matches any Disney line. I don't want to join it. I don't feel like I belong here. I honor and respect the Christian pilgrims who have come here in sincere devotion to their faith, but my heart could not be with them in their holy place today.
From Kathleen:
I had a similar experience to Wayne as he described above, which, frankly, surprised me. As a Christian, I expected to find the church of the Holy Sepulcher the "Holy of Holies" -- the place where Jesus' final days- final moments even- were honored and recognized. Oddly enough, I didn't feel anything but an overwhelming desire to leave. Why? While standing in the Basilica, I was reminded again that my Christianity is intimately tied to the history and traditions of Unitarian Universalism. UU Christians have always believed and tried to live the words of the mysterious stranger at Jesus' tomb; "he is not here, he is risen." For me, that means that the most powerful message from Jesus is centered on his life and his teachings, and not focused on the events surrounding his death. Although I am always deeply moved by the story we tell during the Tenebrae service, it's the on-going stories we discuss at the monthly UU Christian Fellowship group that excites, inspires and compels me to keep trying to understand who Jesus was and what bearing his life has on mine, these thousands of years later.
P.S.The next few posts you might see on this blog, may include reflections from other members of the Interfaith Peace Builders group and not entirely ours.
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